Totalimmortal

hello hello hello, hola from total. I'm just poppin on for a sec while my food is cookin. mmm mmm mmm macaroni and cheese. just makin sure everyone's doin fine! I'm good, still alive. gotta run, take care all! -Total

Total's Hellweek is finally over. and to boot, I get an extra day off (tonight) AND found a copy of "The Crow: City Of Angels - Soundtrack" for $4.99 US... how sweet is that? To catch everyone up with my life, the television network formerly known as Court TV (now TruTV) was in my town filming a show called Ocean Force. It put a lot of pressure on us, but I think it all went well, we all survived and nothing too serious happened. well, I guess I will be on less frequently because of some serious court dates I have in my near future, so if you don't hear from me, I'm probably still alive and almost well. Take Care my FDM Family! see y'all soon! -Total

Calling All Skeletons - Alkaline Trio... new cd is a bit interesting... Matt Skiba sounds quite a bit different from past releases, sort of similar to Crimson, but still a little different. The Trio is moving in a new direction it seems... -Total

I'd beat some arse. Or just lock 'em up if it's in my jurisdiction... disorderly conduct has many many many interpretations in this state ;-) - If your friend did something you didn't like to someone you didn't know? -Total -Edit:Bad Grammar... Totalidiotidiotidiot...-

In my professional opinion I agree. Things could get nasty if God forbid anything ever happens again. She can cry abuse even if you don't hit her, and you will get jammed up because there are signs of a struggle. Make sure to document everything because I've seen people get jammed up for the same kind of stuff. Good luck Sil, I really hope things get better for you. -Total

Lido Shuffle - Boz Scaggs -Total

Would that power be the beaning from hitting them on the head with it ? ;-) Concussions can make people very agreeable actually last night someone got bopped in the head and he was definitely not agreeable after that. I probably would've had to put him in a coma to get him to comply. -Total

was headbanging to -Total

I love I'm so sick... great song. currently eargasming to Disturbed's new cd, Indestructible... current song: Criminal. definitely worth buying, the guitar riffs are sweet, and wengren's double-bass skill has grown with this new album. he's got quite some complex beats in some of these songs. -Total

I wish I had talent. it seems like everyone but me knows theirs! lol. telari's is obviously drawing, especially snakes. what an amazing artist you are! nice work! -Total

Prison Song - System of a Down Album- Toxicity... classic. yes, we're trying to build a prison, for all our felons to live in... just nabbed a guy with 28 grams of marijuana and he was resisting arrest. life is grand! =D edit: wrote ounces instead of grams. idk where my head's at today... its getting late =P -Total

I enjoyed it. buuuuuuuut... that's only because it's a george lucas movie, with harrison ford in it. I love the original trilogy. the 4th one was well-intentioned, but didn't live up to the high expectations that I had for the movie. on a side note, I want a crystal skull... maybe some of my felons will stop being such fools if I can use the crystalskull powers on them. =P -Total

ari, my gf's mom was just diagnosed with breast cancer. she's going to be fine, but I understand what you're going through. times are scary and emotional. the dm family is here for you <3 much love! -Total

I actually did. one of my co-workers had given him a parking ticket and had all of the vehicle information down on the station's copy. all I had to do was radio in and get it. ;-) life is good sometimes! -Total

Well, this is work related - lol... last night you all almost lost your Total!! lol, last night I was on foot patrol and was struck by a vehicle that dragged me about 30 feet. the car completely ran over my left foot. on the bright side, I guess some kind of higher power proved its existence because total came out of the ordeal without even a wrinkle on the uniform! I don't know how it managed to happen, but I was not even injured in the slightest bit. it's silly how someone is willing to try to kill someone over a 30 dollar parking ticket... (I didn't even give him the ticket!)... but now he's got all kinds of felony warrants out for him, and I went back to foot patrol about 5 mins after. amazing how life works out. (thank the higher powers for steel-toed boots). just thought I'd share my interesting night, will tell y'all when we get him. sadly, I couldn't even write him for criminal mischief because he didn't even tear my uniform pants or shirt. oh well, life goes on. gonna be in until 5 AM writing reports again lol! so take care all! miss bein on here every day! take care!! -Total ps. I promise to come home safe from work tonite.

I wish it was incredibly hot here... they don't issue us jackets, and I'm too poor to afford one so Total spent another night in the 46 degree weather in short sleeves. my face was apparently purple when I came back inside. lol... oh well. glad all is well with your teeth! I HATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE the dentist... probably because my mom wanted me to be one. lol -Total

interesting to see the replies so far... another question... do you think there is any way for you to change your thinking for you to better enjoy your jobs/career? even though I love it so much, every night I try to go home and either think of a new reason why I love my job, or something that I learned from the day. I try to make sure every day is better than the last. I feel like a more healthy person because of my thoughts... just thought I'd share that because I know everyone wants to feel better inside =P. -Total

I have a serious question to all of you. Do you love your job/career? My answer: Yes. I anxiously await every night at 7PM ET when I can clock in and go out on the road. Every night. I am sad on nights off, I even come into work 2 hours early every day and leave an hour late, just so that I can get a little action every once in a while. Even when it's stressful, it's fun! I don't understand how something so dreadful for some people can be so enjoyable to me! buuuuuut here's where the interesting part comes in: Why would one do a long-term job/career if they didn't enjoy it as much as I enjoy mine? I understand concerns about money, and I don't have to worry about that as much because I'm still somewhat dependant on my parents... But I'd live in my car if I had to to keep this job. I was wondering if anyone felt the same way about their jobs, and if theres anyone who hated theirs a lot. just wondering everyone's perspectives on their careers. Btw, for those who do not know, I am a police officer, my rank is a Patrolman (the lowest of the low). Btw, sooner or later I will post pics of me in my uniform or something so y'all can have a good little laugh. Take care all! Have fun and stay safe! -Total

I actually have a paranoia of cats. I hate them. I literally hate them more than anything else on earth, except stupid people. (but enough of me being the hateful angry man that I am/portray myself to be... I actually love kittens... just not cats, and I'd like to think of myself as a nice guy)... but.... as much as I like to think of myself as "a manly man" or a "tough guy"... I definitely fell in love with the puppy as soon as I saw the first pic. its more adorable than my baby... and I'd like to think mine's the most adorable pup on the planet =P. congrats! getting a new puppy is one of the greatest things! ENJOY!! -Total

hey. yo. whats up my fdm family? sorry I haven't been on lately... I've been stuck with the 7pm-5am shift in my town... joy joy joy... so far... I've been gettin complained against, running after people, witnessing motor vehicle accidents, fighting, running, arguing, did I mention running?, and having a blast! today I arrested a drunken man for "ninja-kicking" a mailbox off of it's post... so life's been good. how's everyone else been? take care all my friends! -Total

I wanna say about 64 degrees with a high of 78? I think thats what I've been hearing. beautiful day... thank the bejeezus. =D=D=D starting an 18 hour shift tomorrow... hope the weather's nice! wish me luck! -Total

remember, it only takes 7 lbs of pressure to break a collarbone. you figure if you fell with your body over it with any type of force, odds are it's broken. rule of thumb. protect your collarbones. I've had instances when I've needed to apprehend individuals and I've used a pressure point in their shoulder and actually broken their collarbones. it's quite easy to do, and I'm not that big of a guy. so please. protect your collarbones, they're very weak as far as bones go (they don't have a lot of support from muscles around your body, they stick out quite a bit, and are close to the skin.) PROTECT THEM! 7lbs. 7. go home, get out your bathroom scale, and squeeze it with one hand... what is that? 90-100 lbs of pressure? thats like 15 collarbones you can break with your hand. it's not hard to break them. and it's not fun to have to sling them. PROTECT THEM! Sorry timo, thats an unfortunate accident, but you should be thankful your vertebrates weren't displaced from the fall. that's never good =( -Total

WOOOT! congrats Tomi! -Total

whoa thats real rough. we're a small town, about 3,000... but in about 3 days we're going to be at about 60,000. I'm glad the weather held out before that happened. its rough because we're only a block wide, you can see the bay and ocean from pretty much anywhere in town. its quite easy to flood. even on just a normal thunderstorm, bayside tends to rise dangerously high. we get drunk people falling in all the time lol. -Total

I'm fine... just very tired and hungry. my buddy almost got swept away though... that woulda been bad -Total